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Tuesday, May 31, 2005

sad/confused/sick

shld i cool off wif him..my korkor explain to me.. boat A shaking while this boat B entre my life but be4 tt boat A is juz shaking lightly.. kor ask mi as if i can dont call or sms B again.. i say no.. kor damn angry.. he even curse moi com foreva spoile n even BURST..

He blame all is IRC fault.. i agree..

I'm the third party of B n B became the third party of Me n A ..

Kor say now i HAF the seed in hand.. though i anihow throw it aside... wen time passes.. suay suay or heng heng the seed will GROW. Den by the time i realli haf to make up moi mind to choose one.. tts the hardest time..

hmmm..is it becuze to ARMY.. GOV hai si ren ah~it pull us apart..create chances fer us to chao jia..misunderstandings n even mentioning of break upz..

KOr also says tt he seldom see a guy tt can tie his playful little meimei so long.. more den a yr.. n tts the longest he haf seen.. IS IT TRUE..IF I FOLLO HIM I WILL BE A HAPPIER GAL ..

Kor also says tt he beri not happi wif boat B .. wad da hell.. haiz.haiz.. tts wad i can say...

BUT I SCARE WEN I LOSS IT DEN I CUM N REGRET...

another issue..

friends.. unfamillar frnd hook wif moi more famillar frnd.. juz cant take it.. damn bloody piss off.. she thinks tt she's pretty.. flirting arnd.. kaoz.. juz cant stand this..i gaf this frnd "K" face.. nt to find trouble.. unfamillar frnd's words n sentences are SO TORNY n SUAN sia.. praise mi behind moi back wen i'm not arnd.. sum more so caring... dunno which is den her real self..haiz.. VEXED!

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at Tuesday, May 31, 2005

Thursday, May 26, 2005

Moody/sad/stress

hmmz..study stress..flung all except art.. dunno how to jiao dai moi mother sia.. hmm.. friends whom betry mi... envy those whom haf realli gd frnd or buddies.. i haf none.. bf neh.. wanna break le.. unstable states haiz.. hmm.. found sumone whom click veri well same intrest same family .. but also stress.. wad a hell sia.. hmmmz. fated ba..monthly gal's mood swing sia... hope frnds arnd mi this few deas understand.. no sch den tink of sch got sch think of hoildeas.. sianz siaz.. wanna go fish n co eat le.. update soonz....

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at Thursday, May 26, 2005

Monday, May 16, 2005

Blue Moody Dea..
KNN DIAO DIAO DIAO DIG UR EYES OUT AH! KaOzz
dUn Tink u uSe to Be MOi Frnd BiG FucK ah...
FAIl chinese the first time in moi entire LIFE...... HAIz.. dunno how to face moi mother sia.....BAD MOOD LA.. KaOz...nuTting goin smoothly...haIz

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at Monday, May 16, 2005

Thursday, May 12, 2005

moodswing.. droppin tear/angry/furious

feel like callin him.. dun dare.. full of fearfullness..am i so useless...wads happening.. it's 10.45pm le and it has past for 6 hrs le.. n its onli 6 hrs.. it seems so long...

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at Thursday, May 12, 2005

sTrEssed..

wAds HAppEning sia... wad i Doing sia...waD i sayin sia...earli die earli best...life so meaningless...stress...juz now feel like endin up my bloody life...but juz too bad... no courage...WADA HELL!!!anione can helpp mi out? say also wrong nv say also wrong.. say alreadi i felt tat even worst....... friends, skool, family,all cock up.. kaoz..

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at Thursday, May 12, 2005

Monday, May 09, 2005

SLeepY MoOd

bOring morning.. juz woke up..late for skool.. my classmate went home le.. so no meaning goin to the afternoon class...the day before .. i met qiang.. went to play billard.. meet frnds .. yishun dam.. see alot of bikes n SPORts car sia.. damn chio.. hmm.. being the first time there.. i saw gals riding scramber.. OMG firece sia.. hmm... yesterdea.. meet kor.. same again.. play billard.. go eat REN REN DA XIA MIAN.. lol.. damn nice sia.. den went home le.. chatchatchat online den went to bed about 2am ba..so.. todea cant wake up.. if mother knoe i even aftnoon also dun wan go sure kill mi sia..cauze i told her i goin to the afternoon wan.. haiz.. troubled...

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at Monday, May 09, 2005

Friday, May 06, 2005

Cloudy day..Finish sch damn earli todea.. play pool.. go home..fell asleep on the sofa.. for half hour..now typin my blog.. goin bathe n change.. going out to meet my "Gong Tao Lao Shi" n pass things to my sister at millenium tower there.. in the nite go for mother's day dinner at Liat Towers..

Mood now.. Sleepy...

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at Friday, May 06, 2005

Thursday, May 05, 2005

First day create this new blog.. see everione have.. i dun haf den create lor.. since nothing better to do~Juz came back from science pratical at st.andrew sec.. bored n tired.. though i haf been slpin till 12 noon todea.. todea ish mr koh's lesson.. bo bian mus go.. cauze got pratical exam.. i hated him alort..for some kinds of reasons or so.. but todea IF i'm not wrong , he did show some concern indirectly ba.. i accidentali pour the acid onto moi book den i use a cloth to clean.. still my hand got stain by the ACID.. it started itching mins later.. den tat bloody teacher overheard it i think.. den he say beri loudly.. "if u got acid on ur hands, plz wash it clean, if not will itch wen the acid starts to bite ur skin,especialli galz" den we went back to sch.. surprisingly earli todea.. 4+ we return back at sch.. Raining heavily... mother came to fetch..went home.. and here i'm...haiz..

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at Thursday, May 05, 2005

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